After pulling out of the hospital

I finally pulled through at the hospital.

My parents and sister accused me in front of the doctors like the devil,the accuser,persecutors of brethen.

My father said I shouldn't holding on to my dreams that they are not real that is why I fell for those people that made me borrow loan from loan app to the tune of over 850k that I can't be allowed to live on my own even if I have the money because I v poor sense of good judgement.

Yet my dad doesn't sees this dreams playing out in his own very eyes with my real life daily experience using them and was left standing alone like was shown me the dark tunnel experience.

And not knowing  that their unbelieve in anything God reveals  is a grave sin against the holy spirit,

my mummy said she has never eaten any money from me, does she deserve anything from me with all she allow me pass through in her husband's hand without defending me.

At my age my dad still flogs me and cease  my things  and my mummy backs him up and she expect me give her something as thank you for combining forces with her husband to beating me up and cease my phones and break my altar.

my sister said anytime I v money I loss my self control DNT listen to anyone then I asked her it's better to make for me to be  poor then so you keep subduing ,persecuting intimidating with admission in psychiatrist hospital. The only you people is psychiatrist hospital.

But I thank God I defended myself even though the doctor find me a bit delusional because I believe in my dream than the reality facing me.

Doctor said I was talking too fast that is a sign of break down while I was  explaining the reason why I fall into trouble is because of my family threaten me with psychiatrist hospital and I had only two option to escape their threat either to get married or have my own money and rent an apartment for myself.

So the doctor tried saying does it mean I believe nothing is wrong wrong with.i knew if I had said yes nothing is wrong with they wld v admit so I accepted smth was wrong with me just not get trapped in the hospital.

This is how the doctors threaten their patient with admission. 

This two option has exposed me to dangers of people misusing me including the once that make me take loan because of marriage which they promised to give me back but they abscond this is because  my marriage has been hijacked leaving me facing delay and disappointment and rejection misuse from men  and my finance crippled so I can take the decision to live on my own . 

So I learnt to stay alone on my own and fight my battle after all I saw no one in that dream helping me except God till I got to where God was taking me to.

Now pope has died a door is opening let's keep our fingers crossed and see what God is planning to do with the vacancy.

The reality facing me is everything that was revealed to me in my dream on my 13th birthday a dark tunnel experience so how am i being delusional.

Doctor concluded I focus on my online business n forget about preaching that I lack good sense of judgement because of my past mistakes.and I should be allowed to live on my own either.

So on a second thought I said to my self life is turn by turn.

its there turn now to talk to me anyhow step over me anyone that my own turn will soon come where I will teach them all a lesson of their lives.