My past is the definition of my sister about me not what God said I am

My past is the definition of my sister about me not what God said I am.

 So my past life is practical a life my sister wanted for me to promote herself over me.

 I was living and God was responding each hurt with roses for every hurt in the aborted children.

I lived a life in my past like someone else want to use to define me to the world to promote themselves.whereas what am living now is the original design God has for me when he called me into the dark tunnel experience my sister stopped to give me her own definition about my future.can the two life be compared no this is  my true realty.

when people dnt act out what is in their hearts or who they truly are they are snakes and thieves that is what pope is snake catholics follow like sheep that stinged the Catholic girl that died from snake sting. and chasing catholic with death sentence awaiting them from ash Wednesday on mber month like they tried my life since last year but I was doughing all the arrows to be alive today.